Score

My wonderful husband got me an iPod for Christmas.

I'm officially 80 Gigabytes cooler than I was two days ago.

Confession

If I were told that it was dependent on my survival that for the rest of my life the only music I could listen to is Michael Jackson and Prince, I have to admit that I wouldn't be too disappointed.

That's just the kind of girl I am.

A People Person

I love family, I love friends, I love kids, and I love everyone together celebrating the feeling of togetherness. But surrounded by the crowds of celebration it can be all too easy to lose yourself.

I haven't always been like this, but I shrivel up and silence as soon as I'm put in a group. It doesn't matter if it's family or friends, but I can't seem to find a voice amidst craziness. It doesn't bother me, it's just a contrast to my usual one-on-one talkative self where there is always an abundance of topics for me to dive into. I sometimes worry about the way my quiet impression comes off. Do they think I'm a snob? Do they think I'm shy? Do they think I'm unhappy? I hope not, no, and yes, I'm very happy. But, for whatever reason a group setting suddenly compels me with absolutely nothing to share.

It's Christmas Eve, it's late, and I'm having some 'quiet time'. Nothing energizes me better than time to collect my thoughts and to enjoy silence or music. I'm the classic introvert.

When Mark and I got engaged, I was extremely happy and so full of excitement. Having a son was the greatest moment of life. During these, and other wonderful times, I have been shocked at my reactions; often quiet, a little pensive, and full of thought. I was initially disturbed by my outward lack of enthusiasm, but I've taken comfort in Mary, the Virgin Mother, that faced with the great birth of our Lord ahead of her, instead of jumping up and down and shrieking, she "treasured all these things, pondering them in her heart" (Luke 2:19)


This Christmas, although I may not be the life of the party, the humorous one, or the hostess with the mostess, I will have treasures dear to my heart, and that's enough for me.


Glory to the Newborn King

Time Out

So it begins...

"My spirit rejoices in God, my Savior"

Tomorrow we'll all be traveling north to start our Christmas celebrating. I'll be working a little, Mark will continue studying for the first part of the BAR Exam, and the three of us will be attending Family-Christmas after Family-Christmas. We are excited and relieved that another semester will now be behind us.

We'll be busy with family and friends and I may not get an opportunity to post everyday. I'm sure I'll be loaded with blogging material once we sit down and sigh after the Christmas-craziness is over.

In case I don't get around to it, Merry Christmas! May you all have safe travels, wonderful celebrations, and keep the Lord near your heart during this holy time. My own heart is joyful that Mark and I have our third Christmas together as a married couple, and that our little boy is healthy, smart, and as dear to us as ever. As parents, we are more excited to see his excitement on Christmas morning then we've ever been ourselves. Love is amazing...

Guilty Pleasures

From "The Office," Jim yelling at Pam about picking "Legally Blonde,"

"Do you understand, the game is Desert Island Movies, not Guilty Pleasure Movies. Desert Island Movies are the movies you’re going to watch for the rest of your life! Unforgivable."

My top five "Guilty Pleasures" movies, and, I'd probably want them on my Desert Island, too.

1. Zoolander
2. Anchorman
3. Waynes World I &II (they're epics, so they only count as one)
4. Legally Blonde
5. Airplane

'Till You Drop!

A Steal

Look what I got on an open-box special today at Target, for $12.49, I feel like Rachael Ray.




Oh yeah, it's originally $59.99





Whoo Hoo!!

Abortion

Sometimes there aren't words for anything so awful. It's so easy to say I'm pro-life. In day-to-day life they're just words when not facing the reality of what abortion is. I try so hard to put myself in the position abortion providers and advocates. I try to see what they see and understand the passion for what they do. I try to understand, I try to have compassion, and I try to put myself in their shoes. That means that I have to try to look past the person, the person in the womb, the person being dismembered and killed made legal only because it's done inside someone else. With all the understanding I can muster I can't put the personhood of the child behind me. Images of aborted people enrage me, sadden me, and make me loathe medical professionals that believe that what they are doing is healthcare.

The article below is difficult to read, and I stopped the video because it was so disturbing. I have to wonder if I'm too understanding. Different work experiences have drilled 'tolerance' into my head despite my beliefs. I frequently add disclaimers to statements regarding my controversial standings instead of stating them with the vigor and passion that the unborn deserve. I wish I could do more.
http://www.lifesite.net/ldn/2007/dec/07121401.html

Doorbusters

It's just after 9am and I'm pooped. I was out the door early catching the sales of not quite last-minute Christmas shopping. However, I'm in incredibly good spirits despite the fact that my eyes are burning from tiredness.

There have been many times in St. Paul when I've felt rebuffed by the brusqueness of people. In the middle of the city people keep to themselves. Walking on Summit with Luke it's rare that we get a hello, a smile, or even eye contact. I've fallen into the protocol on many occasions, but I try as often as I can to smile or say good morning to passersby. I don't believe it puts me in any more danger as a lowly girl, and maybe even has the opposite effect by conveying confidence in my surroundings.

Shopping this morning I felt none of that. It might have been that the store was filled primarily with retired age women, but people were genuinely friendly. Everyone was smiling, laughing, commenting on my amazing purchases, and pointing out other deals to me. Everyone loved that I carried around my skinny white mocha and wished they would have had the same idea. I heard "Excuse Me" "Thank You" and "Merry Christmas" continually. I felt at home and comfortable for a rare moment amidst the vastness of a city that I haven't yet called home.

The anonymity of city life can be a breath of fresh air after a lifetime in a small town, and every so often a glimpse of familiarity or a welcome come my way and I truly feel like I belong.

Indoor Fun

Luke loves balls. He's such a boy. He loves his father for putting the hoop so low. More indoor games!!!

Can you relate?

Do you have a child?
Is he active and always on the move?
Is it so cold outdoors that it's dangerous?
Are you out of games to play?
Have you jumped on the bed, made numerous block towers, watched Christmas movies, ran up and down the hallways, thrown balls inside against your better judgment?
Do you want to go to McDonald's to let you boy run around in the Playplace?
Do you dread going to the library out of fear that the energetic child cooped up all day will get kicked out after he runs through the shelves like they're a maze?
Are you wishing that you had a basement with padded walls and an all-purpose jungle-gym?
Do you wish you had another child or a daycare just so your child had someone to run around with?

It's going to be a looooonnnngggg winter...

Save the Earth

According to the likes of Al Gore, people are the parasites of the earth, feeding off of it and can only do wrong. Below is an article courtesy of LifeSite . It's related to a recent article I posted regarding women aborting and sterilizing for the sake of the planet, but this one is more frightening to me. It suggests that in Australia, country with negative population growth (under 2.1), families with more than two children should be required to pay the equivalent of $700/yearly to counteract the carbon emissions that those children would produce, thus discouraging having more than two children. I could go on and on, and on...but I can't, because then this blog would turn into a book. Again, I'm all for saving the earth, but are we here for the earth, or is the earth here for us?

Full Article

"I don't know what we're yelling about...Loud Noises" (Anchorman)

I Played My Best for Him

I love Christmas music, from Mariah Carey to Handel's Messiah. There's one contemporary Christmas song that I love among all others; The Little Drummer Boy. There is something about the lyrics of this song that can bring tears to my eyes. I can just picture a young boy, a child of seven or eight with an innocence that we as adults can only dream about.

The King has come, as a newborn baby. A child himself, the little drummer boy, eager to see the Infant, curious, antsy, and perfectly content with his state as a poor boy with nothing for his King, marches cheerfully to the manger where our baby Jesus lay. We as adults are fretting and concerned with petty matters, while the little drummer boy knows his talents along with his inadequacies, and does not attempt to hide them. Mary nods, giving the boy permission to entertain the baby Jesus. I can picture the ox and lamb trampling along keeping time with the pa-rum-pa-pa-pums of the drum.

"I have no gifts to bring that's fit to give to a King." Don't we all feel like that? Some of us are able to give greatly to God through lives in martyrdom, the priesthood, and religious life. Some of us use our gifts in matrimony, or the single life. Some of us have been blessed with more gifts or a higher call to holiness, but whether a rose in God's garden, or a violet, although one may be greater than the other, each one, when perfected is a delight to God, as "perfection consists in doing His will, in being that which He calls us to be," (St. Therese, Lisieux).

During this preparation season of Advent, I want to keep this image close to my heart of the eagerness to seek Jesus, let the world drift behind me, to know that the gifts I have, regardless of how small, are sufficient to do His Will, if we would only "Become As Little Children" (Matthew 18:3).

Peanut Butter & Jelly

...never looked so good!

This is How Cool I Am

On weekends, if Mark and I aren't watching reruns of The Office on Netflix, I'm usually watching Evolution of Dance on YouTube.

If Evolution of Dance isn't motivational, I don't know what is. Other people might go dancing on Saturday night, not me though, I just watch it on YouTube and live life vicariously through Hammer Time.